What's the Point Of a Title

You know I don't think anyone really reads my xanga until I'm pouring out my heart and even then their not always reading it. I keep trying to think of great things to do to make my site great and to keep people coming. Is it me, is it the music you people don't like. Is it the fact I'll be out of school in two weeks, is it fact at end of march im going to Orlando. Is it the fact I'm a cheerleader because if that it then I hate you all. So, this last couple weeks I've been working on my abs working really hard on them but all my abs workouts don't work anymore I need to add a weight on my chest or something. Oh well so many of you still want to know who the mystery girl is well all I have to say is mind your own business!!!!! Just Joking!!! Man, I need to be tan. Godspell tonight and I not in it but I might run up on the stage and act like I am. Yesterday Ms. McAfee made me feel bad, she's really disappointed in the fact I don't act any more. I don't know why I don't and it's not that I'm bad and I'm not that great unless you give me my lines like a month before I have to do them, then I'm super but still, I guess I just lost all my touch and I don't want to be someone that is all dramatically and make real life bigger then what it is!!!!!! ( I think you all know who I'm talking about) And you know how I said I don't want to write long XANGAs well since no ones going to read all this I'm going to make it as long as I well please!! Anyhow back to what's important...Me! So, the trying to be more social is working to a point because I never see my friend that I saw all this summer and all the people I know, it's like I smell or something and they don't want to hang out with me!! Do I smell? Or am I so ugly no one wants to tell me? Or maybe both? I think I push people away, well I know I push people away, I don't know why it's like I can't only be close to one or two people and never more when I'd like to be close to lot and just open myself up to everyone regardless who they are. My loss huh! You know what's a great word (A) like the Canadians say it (A) it's so great! Have a super great weekend
Jt