Love

Love...I think these days people throw that word around, they can use it to justify there sexy inhibitions. And I don't know about every one else but I'm tired of "LOVE" being taken advangte of. Love isn't something you feel in just a little bit, Love doesn't justify premarital sex. And just because you like some for a few weeks doesn't mean the good feeling inside is Love. Love, is totally different Myself haven't truly expericenced it but can see in Marriages I look up to, and in my family. I don't know about you, but I want love to be something way bigger then what I feel at a spur of a moment and I know it will be! Well yesterday I didn't get much of break I had to go to Westwood for a placement and qualifying test to see if I can be in the college and to see where they should place me. Well I passed with flying colors and I am accepted. So now I really need to be saving money and looking for scholarships and grants. And If any one wants to donate they can donate to me anytime it would be greatly appreciated. So godspell was awesome and even though some people cried, I did not. But the play did make me think and continued my wanted to always be closer to god. Because he is awesome. But either way there is still a lot and I mean a lot of stuff for me to work on....
So God is really testing this stay single thing, So far no he hasn't gave me any thing on me being with some on, or me being with someone. But I've found out that there is a couple of girls that like me none being the secret one but that's ok because going in to this single thing, I wasn't thinking I'm only going to be with this person (mystery girl), I want to find a good relationship maybe not the final one before I get married but A example of how a relationship should be in my own life because I've never had a relationship I'm proud of that I can say was the right way and honored god. So God first, family, school, girls, sorry girls but your pretty low but that's just the way it's got to be.