Saturday, March 05, 2005

This is to you my Lord

I hurt in side my heart is in pain, like its been stabbed by a dull dagger and only God can make this pain, hurt, discouragement, anger, disappointment, go away. Never have I been so unable to know what to say! There are times when your faith is tested, and faith is lost in others. But my faith in God will never weaver, No matter who you effect devil I will never stagger from my eyes upon the cross. Even if you cut the legs and the foundation of the church out from under me, and take what I hold in high regards; I have something you will never take, My faith in God lord almighty, the creator and father of all mankind. My savior is he, even thought I walk through the valley of the shadow of the dead, I fear not, Because you are with me. My loving God in these times I will focus on you and you alone. Your all I have and even thought humans fail us I will have faith in you. I will love you till the end of my day. Amen

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Awesome God

Wow, God is so awesome! I just had a girl come up to me and said how my site really touched her and that she really needed it. It really is a blessing and it really makes me think about how these blogs can really affect others and not just how people do watch how Christians or people that say they are Christians act and if your a Christian not acting like it and not up hold what god calles us to then your most likely leading others away. This is where I hear the typical Christians are hypocrite and or fake. No not everyone acts like that but if your serious about god then you need to think about how your acting. And if you are a Christian out there and you know your not living the life, why, what leads you away,.....Is it the fact that you don't think you'll have fun and every thing else out there seems more entraining or what. I hear a lot these days that this is the best time in our life and we need to live it up or these are the times to have fun. Who says you can be a Christian and can't have fun? Who says you can't live up your life and still be a Christian. Who says that to live up your life you need drugs, alcohol, sex, smoking or anything else that takes the place of god in your life. No matter what the reason it's not good enough to justify drinking, smoking, drugs or sex. And even if you messed up or you are a Christian that's leading away people from Christ or leading other Christians away or to cause them to stumble in there walk with Christ then I urge you to rethink your life and what impact you have on the people around you because no matter what you think you effect people. I never thought my site would be such a tool for god but as long as he wants to use me is as long as I will use this site for god. And you can always ask questions or leave commits.